I moved into this condominium which is just 5-10 minutes walk to my workplace. 10 minutes ... that is just if I walk like the little snail enjoying the smell of the morning breeze.
My housemates have been so nice to me ! I am blessed! I have someone to share my joy when I am happy and I have a pair of ears and a wide opened arms ready for me when I am sad. On top of that, I have happy food most of the time =) I tell no lies one... See for yourself! =D
Corn!! Bubble by bubble of corn. Hehe...
My dinner. Prepared by Veron. Prawn with mango and Beef+Broccoli
Phweeeeeeht! Tada!!!
Right hand one ... Left hand one!
Thanks for blessing me. ^_^ I shall bless you my way.^_^
I went back to DCM today for lunch. Then I happened to go up to DCM again and said HI to some of my ex-collegues. Glad that everyone still gave me that big smile on their face. The only people that I didn't see was the marketing team. They went out for lunch and won't be back as soon like always! :P
I went to Google Marketing Briefing in Hilton Meridian KL today. It was a great experience!Seeing all the media people, advertising people... All the online related marketing and advertising human beings were there attending this event. It was really cool.
Google Malaysia Marketing Briefing ---->Ballroom C
Derek from Google giving his presentation on the Internet user experience.
Everyday the capacity of internet is so much increasing and It will not go backwards. The changing patterns of consumer behaviour needs to be catered with care and it is not just about feeding them with what you have but with much respect and this is where interaction comes into the picture. People wants to be people, not consumer. Engagement is what we want. Experience is not enough. They need a structured experience.
According to Google, Malaysia internet base user is higher than Pay TV viewer. Wow. That's why it is an attractive target for advertising today. REVOLUTION!
Gonna check out who is this Japanese fella --- Guy Kawasaki.
GOOGLE Blue Red Yellow Blue Green Red *I wondered why
Woke up in the morning, I told God that I will need Him today closely with me. I did not know the challenges that I would be facing. Seriously needed Him to watch over my day.
It was certainly challenging in the office.
Then church. I wish I was there earlier. Our first vocalist workshop today and I reached when it almost done. But at least I made it there and say bye. It's all about your heart worshipping. Excellency, that's what we want to achieve.
A "yum cha" session with my old uni-mates. It's fun recalling our uni days. Everything passed so fast, even the graduation. I have my graduation pictures with me. The studio picture is alright but not the stage pictures. My stage pictures? -_-' Such a waste of money. Wonder how Siti Hasmah felt when she shook my hand. "You must've been waited long huh? Congratulation. All the best ya?" She told me. How does she knows? I was supposed to go up earlier as I lined up so far infront. But since I didn't get my smart card activated, I have to wait till the end of the line and I had the background - the video of me walking up the stage. Unlike the other, they only have their static face picture and the message to their love ones which consist only 65 alphabets. Mine was so much interesting then the others. Ha! Che-wah.
I'd been listening to this to get encouraged. Hope to have the chords tho. Thanks to Juwita Suwito.
The raindrops fall incessantly Each time I think the sky's letting up Thre seems to be another cloud Bringing the dark Coming right at me
So often I can't see the road ahead The blinding headlights loom then go out again But suddenly I find that I don't need to strive and I realize I am rising and flying and....
*CHORUS Only in the dark when I can't seem to see I learn to hear Your whisper that's been guiding me Reach out for the hand that bears the light So my step is right Only in the dark
Now each day's a step that's lighted up And the questions asked won't make me stop 'Cause I know no matter how I feel That this is real And I'm slowly getting to a place where it's not...
BRIDGE So let the shadows come And let me run into Your arms where I can feel the warmth of Your touch - unmistakable Leading me on, loving me on, turning me on Though now it seems to be that... *chorus Hope you'll be encouraged as well. God is always there no matter how.
My environment has been changing so much lately. New home, new house-mates, new job, new colleagues, new car.
I try to locate things back into places. It's very taxing. Even in the office, the structures and systems.. whatever structures and systems lah. All need to be put into places. So that everything will run smoothly. Smoother, at least.
Do you think I can take it? Answer to that? Yes. No matter how also, you try!
DCM used to be my beloved office. Some said:''When you had a bite of the big cake, you don't want cup cake anymore.'' But I guess Innity is a lot more warmer than my ex-beloved office. I will survive! By God's grace definitely. =)
Finally I finished my internship with DCM. I am glad that I didn't spend my 7 months in vain. That was one of the most interesting time of my life. I've got to do more than what an intern can do(che-wah!). That, I would like to thank my bosses for guidance and the trust upon me. Thank God that I went in at the right time as I managed to experience so many major events. I'd learned.. the good and bad things of an corporate company, the job or the people. Well, I did all that I can and I took pride in doing things that were appointed to me(at least... I know I did).
It is very dissappointing when you see the itchiness of some of the people that you thought are your friends or someone that can back you up when you are in trouble.
Anyway, Thanks to all that were supporting me.. all along. You guys rocks!
Michael - He is the sunshine intern a.k.a my son. The most hillarious interns ever!
Ee Siew - I worked very closely with her. I can't run from her killer-stares when I did mistakes, of course I get alot of that. hehehe... Ahem.. BUT, I've learned so, so much from her. Thanks!
PIRATES OF THE EVIL SKULL a.k.a The Marketing Team - (From the left) Jim, Jamie, Jane, May Ling, Ee Siew, Me, Izan, Florian, Chris, Elaine, Michael and Lydia.
Mei on Casey's shoulder. hehe! She was trying to be his parrot apparently.. Mei is a caring person and now she is taking care of my son!
Izan and Malina - Great friends of mine in DCM. =)
How great is our God Sing with me How great is our God...
How great is His love for me. I'm not even a small, tiny little dot if He watch from the outer space... What's the worth of me? The King of universe... The King of billions and billions of galaxy. But yet He loves me.
January 15, February 15... May 31, 6 months time has almost past. Where should I go? Along this few months that I started working with DCM, it has been so interesting. I learned so much that I couldn't had enough. I've met people that are such an inspiration to me. I see my strength and my weaknesses.
I try, I concentrate, I put my whole heart when I work, putting hopes and trying to be better. Still, I did a lot of mistakes. Some, over and over again. I aimed to finish tasks nicely in time. I aimed to be sharper, I aimed to be more detailed, I aimed to be more independent, I aimed to be more efficient... but sometimes I couldn't. Many times, I screwed up. I fell, swallow, deal with it then I stand up. It makes me upset when I make a mistake. I just hate to make mistake. Everybody make mistake I know, but I just feel awfully idiotic and I can just probably throw myself down from 49th floor and strangle myself along the few seconds before I hit the ground. I thought I can make it on my way to the bull's eye. I was being ambitious.
I am still ambitious and I will not give up. Question, how can I survive in this competitive surroundings? I have so much space for improvement. That upsets me. I need a stepping stone. I've got big dreams.
Next week, I need to face an interview. I'm not sure. I want to stay if I could. Now, I know I can't. I can if I am taken in through that interview... but things will be different then. It will not be the same kind of scope. I can't get what I want. God has been giving me such a nice path... all prepared and fitted in well on the right path. This time, I know He is still in charge. Do I have a choice? What kind of place should I choose? Decisions are all on me. Some might say I have not seen enough, I have not experience enough, I am just not mature enough. Yes, I don't deny the fact that I am raw, I don't deny my weaknesses, I don't deny that I am not good enough. I don't. I take advises because I respect and I appreciate. I do appreciate them.
I don't want end up doing a job being incompatible.
This is just a starting point... but I seriously don't know where is the starting point should start. Ahh...
All about work, church, friends and family. Pastor Caleb's ordination, cell group, final internship reports, internship presentation, paint ball, fishing, work, mamak, studio recording, lecturer's company visit, little birthday party, boss, a long talk with my sis...
The most valuable things that I'd learn recently is that I identified some weaknesses in me.
I am not good with time, self-organizing, self-planning... Not just these, I am not a detailed person and that makes me feel miserable always. Well, there are a lot more that I am not good with, but these are those that are very obvious and I know I need a lot of improvement! Ahh... that add one thing on my wish list. A watch.
I went to church yesterday. The sermon talk about being a person with character and integrity. As a Christian, we need to be more firm on not compromising on things that goes against our principal. At the end of the day we will earn the victory. Yes, I think I should aim to be one.
I don't mind to be mold. Instead, I should let myself to be molded. *smile*
Leonard - The band leader, Super passionate when he plays. Somemore dengan penuh gayanye until the fire came out... hahaha...
Victor - Guitar, super concentrate when he plays Sweet Child! You can see his eye brows almost stick together already. Woohoo!!!! Victor in the house!
Julian - Also on guitar. Always play posing posing one. Super conscious when there is a camera around. See, he's making that innocent look again. Kah kah..!!!
Wei Ming - On drums. The youngest of us all. =] But his drums got skills! Don't play play.
Yi Chang - Akon. Hahaha.. Smack that! all on the floor! He almost termakan the mic wei...
Phylli - The prettiest vocalist in FMC! (coz there's no other girl). She sings like a pro if she can remember all her lyrics
FMC had a band performance on the Enchanted Night, the MMU prom. It was supposedly fun and exciting but we were given lousy equipments and that's sucks. How much effort, sweat, tears and time we spent and sacrificed on it just to make all 10 songs to be perfect. Thanks to Behringer amp, Voxx amp, Red Shadow amp and Premier drums with a cracked cymbals and all worn out drums. Stupid. I know we don't sound good that night. It was truly disappointed. We went to the hall the earliest but we had our sound checked the last! FMC were taken for granted.
"Due to some unforeseen circumstances, we had to compromise a lot on the sound. I am so sorry. But FMC will try to give our best to you tonight! Yeah!!!"
Anyway, It was really great singing and gigging with FMC. I had lots of fun and it was a great experience. FMC, you ROCKS!!!
I thought I was going to die. I couldn't see anything and I had no strength. The moment I open up my eyes, I found my malfunctioned body within the pails then I tried to get up and walk out from the toilet but again the world turned upside down, it was all dark and later on I found myself on the floor. I can feel my sweat crawling like hundreds of ants on my forehead and my face, cold. When everything is out of my control(even my own body) the toilet floor is more than enough to rest on.
"What if I die?"
People out there!! If I die, I want white roses for my funeral. I want Jules to sing and Lern or Sarah to play, Lee to make video about me. Can? What will people say about me during my funeral? hmm... what are the things that they will remember about me if I die? I think I will look at my own funeral from up high and listen to what they talk about me lor. Maybe I request a big LCD screen from God to view my funeral live from the heaven! If I can.
Just wanna tell all of you that love me that I love you. You know who are my talking about. I am afraid that I will not have the chance to say that anymore if I really die. Thanks for all the care that you gave to me and I appreciate them so much although you might think I never take those seriously.
Last Thursday, was really busy for an F1 party in Mezquite 52 KL. It was hectic but yet so lots of fun. Despite other things that happened, the party was a great success.I got some bruises cause of the fall and the bang. Ouch... but whee! and I saw Pedro De la Rosa. Let's put up some photos first! :D
When shit happens, there is no tolerance, no mercy, no justice. I don't understand why. Somehow... it wasn't anyone's fault. It just wasn't. This time around, it is the same. It is just not one's fault. I knew it was not. At least, it can't be blamed fully on just one person. How I wish I can share the burden.
Who will listen to the cries of those being threated with unjustness? The justice is not gonna be claimed. No one will claims. The first contractor will push the shit to the second contractor, then the fourth contractor and it continues. Who ever is the third or the fourth contractor, they are just gonna be there to collect all the mess, cleaning them up then contain everything inside.
I am just feeling bad about it. I am the fourth contractor, but I didn't get the shit. It looks like it happened by choice. Not fair.
I dont know why, but I start thinking about my own life right now. What do I want for myself. I know God is always there to have plans for me. Everything I'm facing now is not a big deal, just that it kept me thinking. What's the worth of me living. How do I live it out to the fullest or maybe how should I live it out to the fullest.
So many people around that you have to please them. When I started my working life, there are so many people around that you are bound with. Facing them everyday, tackle every single task, every single person and at the same time you need to protect yourself.
I gotta take good care of myself... but somehow, there are just so many things around that distract. Many situations were given, its like many many life assignments to learn. It's fun, but sometimes I don't seems to find the balance. Feels like I am not equipped or being strong enough for everything. Just not enough.
Corn!! Bubble by bubble of corn. Hehe...
My dinner. Prepared by Veron. Prawn with mango and Beef+Broccoli
Phweeeeeeht! Tada!!!
Right hand one ... Left hand one!
Michael - He is the sunshine intern a.k.a my son. The most hillarious interns ever! 
Izan and Malina - Great friends of mine in DCM. =)
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