To all my Malay friends out there,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL FITRI!

Yes. My Tambi (younger brother). Happy Birthday!! You are little bit older now. Can't see you like a baby anymore. I think family member that I spent the most of my time with is you. Remember how we used to fight like 2 crazy dogs in the house? We even bring down a room door because of that. Silly. Remember times when we squatted at the balcony? Even by just sitting down together, not talking... it was nice. Many days that mom and dad weren't around, we have each other to lean on. Remember how we used to have fun making lunch and eat them till 3 -4 pm ? I guess many of our personality and characteristic were formed from the influence of each other - good or bad.

Sorry for times that I scolded you. Sorry for times that I think you are stupid. I guess you just wanna show that you can make decision and you can be independent. I am sorry that I said harsh things to you. I am sorry that I said:" I wish you didn't even existed." I am sorry.

You are a loving person, patient, and wacky! I hope you will grow even more and be strong. I will love you no matter what happen.

You are worthy in God's eyes. He will not abandon you. He love you and He wants to give you the best of life. He will be your fortress and refuge in your darkest moment in life. He will always provide you. He will protect you. He will not leave you alone in any circumstance in life. He will stand before you when you go for a "war".
You are His son. His beloved son. He has a perfect life plan customised specially for you. Live wholly and fully for His glory.
Lastly, I wanna say that I am very proud of you. I am glad He didn't terminate your life account 18 years ago. I guess you are special. =)

Happy birthday Tambi!


I wish I could do things with you. Many things. I wish we could have time for dinner.
I wish we can go to see the sea and the feel the wind again.
I wish that you know what is happening. I wish that I can talk to you like there's no tomorrow. I wish that I can see your smile. I wish that you will tell me your life. I wish to know your side of family. I wish to know who were your parents. I wish to cry to you when I need you.
I wish that I can hug you one day. I wish to take you to somewhere where you don't have to think about work. I wish you did not go far away when I was younger.
I wish to hold your hand like how I did when I was much younger. I wish I can be more dependent on you. Dad, I wish I will be able to tell you that I love you. One day.
Geez... I just had a cup of tea and realised I have not updated this since people stopped clapping and Tinkerbell died... You would not believe how tidy my house now is. My bad..

I am flat out like a lizard drinking with feeding the little people, watching the grass grow, just generally being a mother to my dogs, my day starts from crawling out of bed at 6.30 to whenever. I am not complaining though. but who cares.

I probably think of me as I battle mine enemies. Until I need your shoulder to cry on. Don't hold your breath though, you're likely to turn blue..


Man cannot live without light. Don't let darkness takes over. It feels good sitting in the presence of light.

My shots of from Cambodia Trip is on print??! Especially this ah-ma(old grandmother) shot . =D Yay!

Yes! this is it. The superb authentic Indian food place. I love it!



This is just a mock-up. If you are a teenager, will you buy this?


Modern Mooncake. Too cute to be eaten. But. hehe. I ate it. It's not a mouse. It's a piggy. Mooncake festival is coming this Sunday. heh. Remember those days that we walked in the campus with lanterns in our hands. =)

Parking that's most expensive so far. RM 2 for the first hour and RM 1 for the next many many hours - if I remember it correctly. Parking for 1 day? Let's say you start coming to work as late as you can at about 10 am, go back at 7pm. That's 9 hours. In total you need to pay more than RM 10. Same parking system is used in The Cineleisure. To get this season parking you have to pay RM 30 for deposit and RM 105 each month. That's non-reserved parking. Each day about RM 5.25. I wonder whether it will work at Cineleisure parking or not. hmm.

Ah Deep Pin: I will hit you
On Neh: One
Ren Deh: Two
Moon Neh: Three
OngGeh Lack-eh: For you
None Dhree: Thank you
Ah Kah: Big sister

Woohoo! my DIY phrasebook!


I wore a saree today - Sunday. A green one.
Saturday. Went to a superb authentic daun pisang Indian place in Brickfields. That was cool. Drank something called "MO" If I remember it correctly. Too bad my camera was out of battery. But still... It's a Woohoo! Whee!
Quite a number of people said she is my sister. heh. So we did this.
Life and love and why
Child, adult, then die
All of your hoping
And all of your searching
For what?
Ask me for what am I living
Or what gives me strength
That I'm willing to die for

Take away from me
This monstrosity
'Cause my futile thinking's
Not gonna solve nothing tonight
Ask me for what am I living
Or what gives me strength
That I'm willing to die for

Could it be this
Could it be bliss
Could it be all that
I ever had missed
Could it be true
Can life be new
And can I be used
Can I be used

Give me a reason
For life and for death
A reason for drowning
While I hold my breath
Something to laugh at
A reason to cry
With everyone hopeless
And hoping for something
To hope for
Yeah, with something to hope for

Could it be true
Can life be new
Could it be all that I am
Is in You
Could it be this
Could it be bliss
Can it be You
Can it be You


-Switchfoot-
The cry of a Father's heart from Genesis to Revelation...
My Child......

You may not know me, but I know everything about you… (Psalm 139:1)
I know when you sit down and when you rise up… (Psalm 139:2)
I am familiar with all your ways … (Psalm 139:3)
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered…(Matthew 10:29-31 )
For you were made in my image… (Genesis 1:27)
In me you live and move and have your being… (Acts 17:28)
For you are my offspring… (Acts 17:28)
I knew you even before you were conceived... (Jeremiah 1:4-5)
I chose you when I planned creation… (Ephesians 1:11-12)
You were not a mistake… (Psalm 139:15-16)
For all your days are written in my book… (Psalm 139:15-16)
I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live… (Acts 17:26)
You are fearfully and wonderfully made… (Psalm 139:14)
I knit you together in your mother's womb… (Psalm 139:13)
And brought you forth on the day you were born … (Psalm 71:6)
I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me… (John 8:41-44)
I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love… (1 John 4:16)
And it is my desire to lavish my love on you... (1 John 3:1)
Simply because you are my child and I am your Father…(1 John 3:1)
I offer you more than your earthly father ever could… (Matthew 7:11)
For I am the perfect Father… (Matthew 5:48)
Every good gift that youreceive comes from my hand... (James 1:17)
For I am your provider and I meet all your needs… (Matthew 6:31-33)
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope… (Jeremiah 29:11)
Because I love you with an everlastinglove… (Jeremiah 31:3)
My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore… (Psalm 139:17-18)
And I rejoice over you with singing… (Zephaniah 3:17)
I will never stop doing good to you… (Jeremiah 32:40)
For you are my treasured possession… (Exodus 19:5)
I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul… (Jeremiah 32:41)
And I want to show you great and marvelous things… (Jeremiah 33:3)
If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me… (Deuteronomy 4:29)
Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart … (Psalm 37:4)
For it is I who gave you those desires… (Philippians 2:13)
I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine… (Ephesians 3:20)
For I am your greatest encourager.… (2 Thessalonians 2:16-17)
I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles… (2 Corinthians 1:3-4)
When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you… (Psalm 34:18)
As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart… (Isaiah 40:11)
One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes… (Revelation 21:3-4)
And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth… (Revelation 21:4)
I am your Father and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus… (John 17:23)
For in Jesus my love for you is revealed … (John 17:26)
He is the exact representation of my being… (Hebrews 1:3)
And He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you.… (Romans 8:31)
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins… (2 Corinthians 5:18-19)
Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled… (2 Corinthians 5:18-19)
His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you… (1 John 4:10)
I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love… (Romans 8:32)
If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me… (1 John 2:23)
And nothing will ever separate you from my love again… (Romans 8:38-39)
Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen… (Luke 15:7)
I have always been Father and will always be Father… (Ephesians 3:14-15)
My question is...Will you be my child?… (John 1:12-13)
I am waiting for you…(Luke 15:11-32 )

Love, Your Dad
Almighty God

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Whatever it is, You stand before me and I know You will save me.