Lord, why do I have to learn it in a hard way?

Life hasn't been easy. So much of war within. A part of me just doesn't want to let it be and another part of me says learn phylli, learn. Victory is infront of me, just that I have to go through it. It's just part and parcel of life isn't it? Fight phylli fight. It's either I die in war or I win the war.

It takes time. Well, everything takes time. Focus. I just need to focus. What are my talking? sigh. It's been soooo busy lately. The metal in my head too are busy jumping in my head. Jump and jump and jump... *ouch ouch ouch*