Last Thursday, was really busy for an F1 party in Mezquite 52 KL. It was hectic but yet so lots of fun. Despite other things that happened, the party was a great success.I got some bruises cause of the fall and the bang. Ouch... but whee! and I saw Pedro De la Rosa. Let's put up some photos first! :D


The VP interviewing Pedro. =)

The crowd taking pictures of Pedro.

Sometimes, shit happens.

When shit happens, there is no tolerance, no mercy, no justice. I don't understand why. Somehow... it wasn't anyone's fault. It just wasn't. This time around, it is the same. It is just not one's fault. I knew it was not. At least, it can't be blamed fully on just one person. How I wish I can share the burden.

Who will listen to the cries of those being threated with unjustness? The justice is not gonna be claimed. No one will claims. The first contractor will push the shit to the second contractor, then the fourth contractor and it continues. Who ever is the third or the fourth contractor, they are just gonna be there to collect all the mess, cleaning them up then contain everything inside.

I am just feeling bad about it. I am the fourth contractor, but I didn't get the shit. It looks like it happened by choice. Not fair.
I dont know why, but I start thinking about my own life right now. What do I want for myself. I know God is always there to have plans for me. Everything I'm facing now is not a big deal, just that it kept me thinking. What's the worth of me living. How do I live it out to the fullest or maybe how should I live it out to the fullest.

So many people around that you have to please them. When I started my working life, there are so many people around that you are bound with. Facing them everyday, tackle every single task, every single person and at the same time you need to protect yourself.

I gotta take good care of myself... but somehow, there are just so many things around that distract. Many situations were given, its like many many life assignments to learn. It's fun, but sometimes I don't seems to find the balance. Feels like I am not equipped or being strong enough for everything. Just not enough.

Chill. Chill...