You never know what has happened over the past 2 years.
I always hope that you were around sometimes.

At times when I had my first job.
At times when I had my ear infection.
At times that I fell onto the floor with little tiles on it.
At times that I went to church.
At times that I went for CG.
At times that I was going for my interviews.
At times that I became the first time official photographer.
At times that I was walking at the darkest bridge ever just to get home.
At times that I need a shoulder to lean on.
At times that I need a smile for make my day brighter.

Where were you? I told myself:"maybe next time?"
But it will probably not gonna happen again.

Sometimes I wonder when did you decide.
Why would you let go even you still have it inside you?
Why did you seal it up?
Maybe you have forgotten all the yellow ribbons.

I came back and I found it empty.
What I saw were only shadows.
I wonder whose they belongs to.

Maybe it will be better if I don't hope over the rainbow.
Maybe it will be better if I only be here and not there.
Maybe it will be better if I let go.
Maybe it will be better.

I have an enemy.
His name start with the letter 'B'
Whom we called Boredom.

I hate him.
He makes me feel as if I am wasting my life.
Every second counts.
Eating into my life.
Taking it away, and never give it back.

*I realised this long time ago. Long long time ago.

I never thought of it's as such. Backpacking experience. Great! and I am back afreshed!

15 hours of road trip. Non stop. Bus, van, tuk-tuks and even motorbike from KL - ChangLoon - Sadao boader - Hadyai - Krabi and finally Au Nang, Thailand.

Desperado, why dont you come to your senses?
You been out ridin fences for so long now
Oh, youre a hard one
I know that you got your reasons
These things that are pleasin you
Can hurt you somehow

Don you draw the queen of diamonds, boy
Shell beat you if shes able
You know the queen of heats is always your best bet

Now it seems to me, some fine things
Have been laid upon your table
But you only want the ones that you cant get

Desperado, oh, you aint gettin no youger
Your pain and your hunger, theyre drivin you home
And freedom, oh freedom well, thats just some people talkin
Your prison is walking through this world all alone

Dont your feet get cold in the winter time?
The sky wont snow and the sun wont shine
Its hard to tell the night time from the day
Youre loosin all your highs and lows
Aint it funny how the feeling goes away?

Desperado, why dont you come to your senses?
Come down from your fences, open the gate
It may be rainin, but theres a rainbow above you
You better let somebody love you, before its too late

Imagine That - Ernie



Sometimes I imagine
That I would like to be
A knight in shining armor
In a castle by the sea

A knight in shining armor with a princess by my side
I'd have a magic feather and a horse that I could ride
And the king would say, "Sir Ernie, you're so handsome and so brave
Please rid us of this dragon breathing fire in his cave"

And I'd get on my horse and I'd start to ride
I'd travel my way through the countryside
I'd come at last to the dragon's cave
And I'd yell, "Mr. Dragon, you'd better behave!"
And the dragon would be so scared of me
That he'd run away, and the kingdom would be free!

And I'd tip my hat
Imagine that
Imagine thaaaaaaaat
Imagine that!

Sometimes I imagine
That I would like to be
A daring bold explorer
Sailing far across the sea

I'd set out on a sailing ship to find a distant land
I'd gaze across the ocean with my telescope in hand
And the captain would say, "Ernie, there's a big storm drawing near,
You're our finest bravest sailor; you must grab the wheel and steer!"

And I'd grab the wheel in the wind and rain
I'd steer the ship through the hurricane
I'd guide the ship with a steady hand
I'd lead the way toward a brand new land
I'd spy the land lying safe and near
And I'd cry "Land-ho!", and the crew would cheer!

And I'd tip my hat
Imagine that
Imagine thaaaaaaat
Imagine that!

Sometimes I imagine
That I would like to be
A person who's named Ernie
Who looks quite a lot like me

Who likes the things that I like
And who does the things I do
And I don't have to imagine
Because I'm Ernie!
Me, that's who!

(nifty Ernie laugh)

And I'd tip my hat
Imagine that
Imagine thaaaaaaat
Imagine that!

Life was too overwhelmed for the past 2 weeks. Cool. Somehow, I haven't got the time to sit down and be quiet. First was TeenStreet, 2nd was TnT X-vOluTiON, then big bro who came.

NEWS: TeenStreet Malaysia Infects Teens For Jesus
Mantin, Malaysia,December 14, 2007 - TeenStreet Malaysia 2007 entitled CONTAGIOUS ran from December 8 -13 at Kolej Tuanku Jaafar. Over 340 persons attended TeenStreet Contagious from New Zealand, USA, Philippines, Brunei, Germany, Malaysia, Singapore, Taiwan and Sweden. Participants comprised 219 teens, 30 service team, 38 coaches, 5 Ministry & Management Leaders, about 45 staff members and 10 worship band members.

TeenStreet was a great experience. The teens have so much energy! WOO! I tot I was gonna put these pictures up first... but TeenStreet Malaysia's blog had them first. =)

Finally, some time for quietness...

I got a gift that fell from the sky.

I got to be the official photographer for TeenStreet.

Hope the pictures will turn out good and interesting.

I am not required to take super pro pictures, but I want something good.

It is woo-ing!

It's weird.

I dreamt about my uncle who I'd never dreamt about my whole life! He looked pale and sick in my dream. Daddy called him, he is alright.

I dreamt that I fought with some evil spirits and it was in a really old house. I can't recall whether did I defeated them or I died.

I dreamt that my fighting fish died on a trip to Australia. It turned pale too. But I checked this morning, Jr. is still blue.

Today I feel sick.

I would like to get you a sweater
When you are cold, I wish to warm you up

I would like to get you a pair of shoes
When you walk, they would protect your feet

I would like to give you a hug
When you are tired, they would lift you up

I would like to be at your side
When you need me, I can be just right there

I would like to prepare meal for you
When you are hungry and can't decide what to eat, the food is there for you

I would like to see the flowers that you plant
They bloom because of your love and care

I would like to spend time with you
Time when you work, when you smile, when you cry or even when you nag.

I would like to get you a bath tub
When you are worried, you can relax

I would like to go home and talk to you
When you tired of life, you have a reason to go home

I would like to bring you for a vacation with me
I know you would love to

I would always look up to find that source of strength and the source of hope.
But today, I look up and I see lie, false hope, I don't see love.

You know how much it meant to me.

Should I praise You?
Should I sing You?
At this time that my heart's bleeding

Should I trust You?
Should I love You?
Why should I?
Why should I?

I don't understand
So hard to comprehend

I don't care You breaks it
You heal it
You are responsible

In Your time?
In Your perfect timing.

You showed me rainbow yesterday. You told me there's hope.
Today You crushed all away. What are You trying to say?

You trying to say it's not from You? Or it's just an incomplete rainbow?
It wasn't meant for me? Or it's just for Your own fun?

It's not a fake rainbow.

Is it?

Is it not?

I went to Nils Wogram & Root 70 Jazz Concert in Wisma Kebudayaan Soka Gakkai Malaysia after work today. Organised by the Goethe-Institut Malaysia in cooperation with Soka Gakkai Malaysia and DBKL. It was great fun that this is the first In-The-Hall-Nice-Cool-Jazzy concert that I'd been to.

Smart, nervy, hard-bitten jazz from a quartet of young players led by the remarkable German trombonist Nils Wogram. Wogram comfortably plays like the roller coaster, geniously composed almost all of the pieces performed. Hayden Chisholm, plays the saxaphone so light that’s given a weird lateral spin. Matt Penman on the big bass so very indulge as if he was dancing with his bass and Jochen Rückert on drums, awesomely off-beat!

http://www.extrajoss.com.my/contest/?joss=500

A game that my collegues created. Play and see?