I know sometimes I was not beside you to comfort you enough when you were so down. When you get cheated by cameramen if that time I was have no idea how to help you when I was on board. But inside my heart I was get sad and angry if everytime you're get bullied. But afterall I was meant to be tame by not hurting them because God ask me to love my enemies.
Sometimes we think that we can do something to give ourself a credit, worth or something. But I found I have no worth than any pence to love you. But I know when the first time we met and I did a deep prayer to ask(really struggle) to chase after you, and God just gave me a letter of Psalm 7. So I just promised God to really take serious on our courtship.
Sometimes I know we have our own weaknesses, but I choose to love you not because I am better or you are better. I choose to love you because God choose to love us as well. I believe my decision (with God's covenant) is only thing I can rely to love you until my dying days.
Yesterday in bible class, I just realized that when we are in heaven, we will not know each other anymore. So I know during my living time I just want to spend my entire life with you. My life is not worth than anything but God bought us with His blood, so I really appreciate my life. But how do I use my life since now still have 50 years more, I do, I really want to spend it to love you.
Therefore, I love you just because I love you. I don't have any better words to explain that. I know my mind could stop me somehow, but through God's affirmation on 26th Feb to me is real. I live by this affirmation but not my mind.
Tie a yellow ribbon round the old oak tree. I really hope that you would come back someday. My heart will be locked until you are coming back.
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Dear,
I know sometimes I was not beside you to comfort you enough when you were so down. When you get cheated by cameramen if that time I was have no idea how to help you when I was on board. But inside my heart I was get sad and angry if everytime you're get bullied. But afterall I was meant to be tame by not hurting them because God ask me to love my enemies.
Sometimes we think that we can do something to give ourself a credit, worth or something. But I found I have no worth than any pence to love you. But I know when the first time we met and I did a deep prayer to ask(really struggle) to chase after you, and God just gave me a letter of Psalm 7. So I just promised God to really take serious on our courtship.
Sometimes I know we have our own weaknesses, but I choose to love you not because I am better or you are better. I choose to love you because God choose to love us as well. I believe my decision (with God's covenant) is only thing I can rely to love you until my dying days.
Yesterday in bible class, I just realized that when we are in heaven, we will not know each other anymore. So I know during my living time I just want to spend my entire life with you. My life is not worth than anything but God bought us with His blood, so I really appreciate my life. But how do I use my life since now still have 50 years more, I do, I really want to spend it to love you.
Therefore, I love you just because I love you. I don't have any better words to explain that. I know my mind could stop me somehow, but through God's affirmation on 26th Feb to me is real. I live by this affirmation but not my mind.
Tie a yellow ribbon round the old oak tree. I really hope that you would come back someday. My heart will be locked until you are coming back.
I miss you dear darling...