Yay! it's 10:09am and I am still sitting in front of my pc in my room!
I really hope this can work... Sending... sending... still sending... SENT!
whee.... let's see.

I don't seem to be good enough for You.
I don't know the way you see me.
It seems so far away in the galaxy that I can only watch but not feel.
My hands are dry and my feet are tired.

I keep running but it isn't heading anywhere.
Till I kneel down to You and cry out loud.
Tears rolled down these cheeks of mine.
Shouting out to You in my heart, questioning You of what You have for me. What?? what??
Do You actually care?

I don't seem to shine for You.
I don't seem to glorify You.
I don't seem to obey You.
I don't seem to trust You that much...
Do You still want me?

But... what are my now? Who are my? I lost myself...
I'm so unworthy and I don't deserve all these.
How? Should I do something about it? Like what?

I dreamt. Dreamt about many things. Human beings, creatures and plants. All together in one dream. Maybe I should dream for You... and I want to. Dream big..